There's a fire,

Burning in my heart,
Split through the center,
But never breaking apart.
Two lovers find me charming to their dreams,
I know that I am wrong but satisfy each to no end.
Will they find out, my love is split in half?
Will they realize that they alone can't satisfy?
I know that it's not, completely true.
I love one of them but I still need two.
Personality and a love a kin to mine,
Then there's the body that can't release my mind.
Good on the one shoulder,
Evil on the other.
For now the good is keeping me, on the straight and narrow,
Who can see, what the evil has in store for tomorrow.


"Crotalus horridus"

The End

I keep falling with every step I take,
Falling to a pit that seems to never answer,
Answer with a sound that marks an oasis,
Answer with a report to conclude any anguish,
I scream things unknown to myself,
Words that have meaning only to the world,
Hope fills me that one may respond,
This hope dies as soon as it is created,
I know no one can see me,
I know no one can hear me,
This pit encloses everything with no spare to be seen,
I cannot see up nor down as each has no relevance,
Alone as I ever wanted to be,
Alone as I never thought I could be,
I now regret everything..

"Urocyon cinereoargenteus"

Falling Down

Why she goes back there I will never understand,
Torment from generations never learning from their past all converge within.
She says they will learn the error if she is patient and compassionate,
All they learn is that she will never be out of their grasp.
When she walks away, she repents as soon as regret enters her mind,
They sit waiting with smiles, on her return smiles sneak behind sobs of triumph.
She sees none of this in her unencumbered loyalty to kindred blood,
Pain will show her all the mistakes she has made if an outside voice cannot help.
Will her other half be the source of strength and guidance out of this life imprisonment,
Or will she succumb to her past of undignified service to those that have no value for her?
The crackled static of a phone never answered shall show her true path,
To either those who have caused her the pain or those who would have it ended for all eternity.

"Panthera uncia"

Sun

Flames abound with reason unknown,
Reaching for life to spark new thoughts.
Every glimmer brings meaning,
Each burn shows the truth.
As time moves on the torch may whither,
Before it dwindles, it will grow to show all might.
With power displayed at true force the end will come,
As strength repeals new form will be born.
The next cycle may be the right one,
The next cycle may be the last one.

"Lithobates pipiens"

Why.

Rage ensues.
No competent knowledge of origin.
All beliefs are misconstrued by hatred.
I can't find meaning behind anything.
Rage develops.
Anger is bleeding from every pore.
Every action not of self causes turmoil.
The river wade within surges with fire.
What care should there be?
I find none.
Something needs to break the barrier.
All prior entries have collapsed.
Will the door ever be open for good?
Should it be?

Guidance

I call upon an entity without knowledge of need,
My path is shown leading through the swaying reed.
Water consumes all fear as trembling steps advance,
All thoughts erase from mind in ripple induced trance.
How can I learn from a natural wonder,
The winds grow stronger, whispers of dragging asunder.
I see no choices as I travel this blank slate, an unconscious state,
Life takes me where it must, with guidance of angelic fate.

"Zenaida macroura"

I See

The light in every dark vision,
The adoration in every coupled unison,
The pain with every separation,
The glory in every generation,
The joy of every new nation,
The love within every creation,
The envy in every jubilation,
The intense fight wrought forth from every life in degradation.

"Vulpes vulpes"